K.Slaughter: Burned and Scorned

Burned and Scorned

When I was younger there was a fire in my bones. I believed that I could go beyond the sky’s limit. I didn’t think anything was impossible. I was sheltered not knowing that everyone didn’t think or feel the same. I was so hopeful, filled with joy, and love. All I ever wanted to do was to give that to people. I wanted people to feel the same way and see the visions I could see. I had people schooling me on many things, but how to protect that which I had inside of me.

I was always told to respect those older than me. Not only those that were older than me, but people period. I was told to mind my manners and be polite. I was told to share and be selfless. I was told to be humble and never cocky. What I was never allowed to do was stand up for myself. Standing up for myself and voicing my honesty equated to disrespect and ungratefulness. I was to be silent and forgive. I was taught to not say anything to avoid conflict or causing trouble. Yet I was troubled.

At a certain age there was so much anger stirred inside of me that would randomly come out. I didn’t know how to properly communicate my feelings due to the fact of not being able to truly express my emotions,  knowing it would offend someone. Offending someone was a no no. So where does this energy go? It eventually comes out in an unintended way.

I hated myself for wanting to be comfortable, and for not going against the grain. I have been slapped in the face, kicked in the stomach, thrown across the room, spanked, yelled at, scorned, etc. when I tried to let it out. I think this is the reason why I allow my daughter to speak her honesty…even if it offends me. I want her to be able to communicate her concerns and feelings without feeling the need to be volatile or hostile. I want her to confidently stand up for herself and actually be heard due to her delivery. I believe in her for creating change for the future. I never want her to feel like she has to allow people to push her around or manipulate her to stay comfortable.

Me on the other hand, I have  a lot of work to do.  I have to continue to work on pushing past my pain. I have to work on retraining my thoughts and beliefs. I have to continue to educate myself and interact with others outside of what I am used to. There were so many people in my teens and twenties that I looked to for guidance and growth who let me down internally. There were some that made a great impact on who I am and who I have become. Even though the bad and traumatic experiences it helped mold me into who I am and who I have become.

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Sew Russia: Pregnancy Announcement…I’m Late…Sorry!

I am excited my husband, who is a very private person, gave me the ok to post. Ya’ll know I can’t hold room temperature water!😩😂

I woke my husband up on February 2, 2018 to some exciting news! WE ARE PREGNANT!!! Our only child is 7 years old (going on 8 this year). We have been trying to conceive for years, but it has been difficult due to my PCOS (Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome). We both cried. We went to the doctor yesterday & it was confirmed! God is good! I will be 30 this year and what a way to bring in my 30’s! 😀

This is a testimony to anyone struggling to conceive…it is possible! I did switch up my diet. I no longer eat cow related products including cheese and milk (I drink almond milk. Original. Unsweet.) I only eat chicken & fish. I don’t fry anything. I bake everything. I limit my carb intake. I have eaten more veggies and fruit. If I want to sweeten something I use honey. I drink lots of water to stay hydrated. All of this without talking my prescribed medication metaformin!

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Sew Russia: Homemade Chicken Broth

Who doesn’t love chicken broth! Even better…who doesn’t love chicken broth without all the preservatives? In today’s time we really don’t know what’s in our food. Cooking our food naturally, I will admit can be a bit time consuming, but it’s well worth the wait.

I have been breaking out my crockpot lately. I have cut or grocery cost down by buying whole chickens. Who new that a $6 chicken could make multiple meals and stretch for days during the week. This is real for the busy Mom.

I seasoned my chicken with:

*Himalaya Pink Salt

*Pepper

*Onion Powder

*Garlic Powder

*Thyme

*Italian Dressing (I also put this inside the chicken)

Talk about flavor! I put my chicken in the crockpot with not even a cup of water. Maybe about 1/2 cup so the chicken wouldn’t loose it’s flavor, but enough so that it wasn’t dry. I turned my crockpot on high for 4-5 hour and VOILA! The water turned into broth.

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Sew Russia: I’m Backkk!

Hey everyone!

How has 2017 treated you? Honestly for me it was s step up from 2016. I didn’t get quite as many goals as I would have liked to accomplished, but I am surprised at the success that I have had. I felt that 2017 for me was the year of awareness. I became aware of so much in my health, career, and home. I feel that I have been awakened.

I haven’t been consistent in my social media because I have been trying to figure out the direction I would like to go. I have been running across all of his advice on the internet telling me to pick one things and stick to it. Well that doesn’t work for me. I am creative in every since, and although I would like to showcase my sewing I have so much more to share.

I decided to convert my blog into a lifestyle blog. Doing this will allow me to hit every creative and personal nail that I would like to share. Some days I will showcase my sewing, some days I may want to teach something, some days I may want to show a product I purchased, and some days I may want to share a sneak peak into my family life.

As we all know, there is no one side to life. Life is composed of so many things & you’ll never know what the day may bring. I am a very random person at heart. I love living in the moment and cherishing every moment. That’s just how I am.

So with that being said I will be sharing with you weekly here on my Blog and on my Vlog. I look forward to taking to along my journey!

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Sew Russia: The Amazing Test Of Faith

I honestly believe that if I can make it through this I can make it through anything. I have been tested hard since December 2015. It has been a rock and very mysterious road. The funny thing about it all is that people see me on social media and think I have it all figured out. They think I have it altogether. I have been forced to be authentic. I have been forced out of my comfort zone. I have been tested. I have faced things that I never thought I would.

I was fired from my job December 2015. Before that it was really hard to keep a job and even after. Either they were not helping to guide me in growth, or we were just not a great match for each other. Honestly, the type of person I am is not seen as normal in Louisiana. You’re suppose to do as you’re told, not question anything, assume most things are for the best, and hush your mouth before causing controversy. Your suppose to go to school and become a teacher, nurse, work for the state, or work at a plant. I have tried all of those by the way and all have turned me down.

I am not a match for most people and because of it I have been tested heavily. I tried to blend in and be like everyone else. I tried to tone it down. I tried to be who people wanted me to be. I tried to be quite. I tried to stay distant. None of these things worked in my favor either. I was damned if I do, and damned if I don’t. My back was against the wall. I started to question my existence. It seemed that if I spoke up I was wrong, and if I was quite I was wrong. If I was assertive I was wrong and if I was friendly I was gullible and naive. I am neither by the way. Surely I was put here for a reason. Then again…maybe not.

At one point the only thing that kept me alive was the thought of my daughter. How selfish would it be for me to take my life knowing I brought a life here. She didn’t ask to be here. She surely didn’t ask to be motherless. It seemed all of the odds were against me and that I was drowning.

I was suffering financially. I didn’t know what they hell I was doing as far as building a business goes. I had started, but I had no idea how to run it. I didn’t know how to get organized and get a system in place. The insane part about this is that I was a property manager who came into a neglected complex and turned it all around. If I could do that for a company surely I could do that for me. It’s different when you’re spending your own money to build something you don’t yet see; or better yet your spouse doesn’t see.

where I am from, African-Americans having a business means it’s a side hustle. Extremely few have their own full time business and the other portion has a full time job of some sort. Still I push despite the odds. Everyday is a learning curve, and although things have gotten better, there is still much to learn and work on. I believe I was handed this journey for a reason and I most definitely want to find out what is to come of it all despite the challenge.

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Sew Russia: I Am Changing My Eating Habits

Eating healthy is no fun! Says who? Just because it’s something that you’re not use to that doesn’t mean it won’t be a good experience or in most cases…good for you. Some of you are familiar with my PCOS journey. Some of you are not.

PCOS is basically a hormonal disease that can reek havoc on your body from time to time. Literally, I have had days where I felt like someone knocked me on my ass. It causes a list of things to happen. I will make sure I outline the details in another post later.

PCOS can lead to diabetes, heart disease, and/or cancer. What person in their right mind wants any of those? True, I am already insulin resistant, so ummm…yeah…that whole diabetes thing, I don’t want to rock the boat with it. The bad news is…I LOVE SUGAR. If I could marry sugar I would. I think world peace can be achieved with sugar.

Diabetes runs on both sides of my family and it is an ugly battle, just like all of the illnesses I listed above, including PCOS. It is never to late to change your eating habits to live a longer life. Many people have done it an won the battle. Think about it though. Everything we do depends on us eating correctly. You need a certain amount of energy and nutrients to keep going daily.

By incorporating more veggies and fruit into our diet we prolong our lives and feel better. When I eat correctly I feel amazing. Now there are times when I slip and find myself retracting. I am pushing myself to develop a habit of getting out of my own habits. I want to live my life to the fullest. I want to fulfill my purpose. I want to help people who struggle to change for the better. I believe I can. Starting with me.

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